today i was at home lonely, due to my husband need to work overtime and no time to accompany me. i make my own way to leave sz city to come to him, but unfortunately, my love lost his job and try to find a job in sz city. bad news for us, but we have no choice. we need to make money, i know it is hard for him to find a satisfactory job due to the overall economy situation is bad in 20xx. but the new year for 20xx is coming soon. we really hope that everything will be ok with us. i have to make meals by myself and just sit in front of computer. since i have not showed my concerned to my friends for a long time, i made some phone calls to my friends and say hello to them. happily, most of them are living a good life. i visited some page or qq zone in some old friend’s space. some of them got married and best wishes for this guy.

i am a couch potato and crazy about the usa soap opera whose name is broken sisters. this series is very funny, so i will watch them as long as i am available. i really want to make some relaxation by listening to songs and watching funny series / movies. i guess i over use my eyes in the company, due to frequent overtime at the normal working days. my neck and my eyes feel terrible. i feel uneasy that i always dream a lot when i was asleep. the next morning when i woke up, oh, my god, i do not feel like doing anything at all, just feel headache. i hated to dream a lot in the sleeping time.

sometimes i feel ashamed for my poor oral english. so many girls in our department can speak fluent english and absolutely do not have difficulty in communicating with foreign guys. i envy of them and i just too lazy to make some useful effort for spoken english. all the mangers in our company are proficiency in written and spoken english and all of them are from hk. maybe i should learn something from them.

i need to work 5 days per week, after two days rest. every time when i back to office on monday, just feel verysleepy. somehow i have the same feeling every monday. i just call it black monday. because i have to back to normal and resume to work. i have not written something in english to record my daily life for couple of weeks. i think i need to make it up once i am available. no matter how busy i am, my strong interested in learning english will never stop. i think i‘d better go to bed early tonight, in order to avoid laziness for work tomorrow.